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Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sat I went and gave the testimony of how great God love me and never forsake me. Indeed God never forsake anyone of us, no matter how bad and rebelious we are, He still wait earnestly for our return.

Here is the testimony of wad I shared in chuch PLUS exclusive parts where I did not share it in the speech dilivered in church.

Testimony Of How Great God Is In My Life.

I first came to know Christ through the boys’ brigade; my officer preached to me, gave me a Bible and told me how Jesus died for our sins to save us. I truly believe as everything makes sense, and I said the sinner’s prayer believing in my heart that He will save me and guide me always. After accepting Christ, I became more obedient to my parents; I stop looking down on people and became more helpful.

My parents were not aware that I let Christ into my life as they are strong devoted Buddhist.

I soon went for bible study and courses in church through the boys’ brigade and everything was going smoothly till one day, my parents spotted me walking into church.
They were very angry and forbid me from going out on Sunday where I usually went to attend church service. On Christmas I was forced to stay at home. As a new Christian at that time I don know how to cope with my parents, and my church friends did not ask about me. And since then I lost contact with them.

That time I was very sad and fearful, I feel like giving up, but I thought of Jesus who did not give up on me, then all the more I cannot give up. I kept the faith and continued, finding every chance and opportunities to go to a church.

And so when I am i poly, God led me to this church, It was kong Sheng, (who was not even my friend then), asked me to attend his church(I met him in toilet where he asked me). The first time I came, I felt the love and grace God has given me. I once thought that God has forsaken me as I was not able to go church, but by grace He brought me back again, that shows that God still loves me.

But to follow Christ, there is a price to pay, when I told my parents I will always be a Christian, they were so angry, they tore my bible away and my Christian stuff. Forbid me from going to BB and nearly thrown away my laptop. I even put my studies at stakes. In short, I got to give up everything for Him.

Even though my parents still don allow me to go to church, God always provides a way for me to come, to read the Bible and to pray to Him…… He did not forsake me nor leave me alone, He is always there helping and guiding me. He gave me a wonderful cell group as well, they are always encouraging and cheering me on, giving me the happiest time together with God.

Psalm 55:22 Cast your cares on the LORD
and he will sustain you;
he will never let the righteous fall.

EXCLUSIVE PART

To my parents which was unaware of tis blog and wad I am doing: No matter how much you hate me, no matter what you will do to me in the near future. I will still love you and forgive you. And if you ever chance apon this blog, I hope that you can see how much I grow and matured, through Christ.

jinquan blogged at 10/08/2006 09:55:00 PM

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